Tuesday, 27 April 2010



After exam is over, and during semester break:
  1. Finish writing my novels (which takes forever to finish)
  2. Take JPJ driving test!!!!
  3. Sleepover at my fren's house
  4. Watch toys story!
  5. watch Kl drift 2

Monday, 26 April 2010



- BOLD the statements that ARE true to you
- ITALICIZE the statements that you WISH were true.
- Leave the fibs alone.
- Then, tag 6 people to do the same test.

• 170cm tall
• I don’t know what I want at the moment.
• I’m not happy.
• I hate my friends.
I hate my life.
I hate my grades.
I can drive
• I’m bored of driving
• I love dancing
• I go clubbing every week
• Shopping is bullshit
• I have a tattoo of a star.
• I got my navel pierced.
• I have friends that take drugs.
• 90% of my friends smoke.
I still hang out with my ex, even though our break up was rather nasty
• I’m studying Fashion
• I have a business running
• I hate cartoons.
I hate someone
• I have 10 Lollipops handbags
• I buy CLEO every month
My parents don’t know about my blog (*my own addition*: LOL)
• I have an iPod
• I don’t have faith in the current “one”.
My school mates know about my FB
• I wanted to be a fashion designer
• I love rock emo bands.
I hate it when people cancel last minute meet ups
My parents have faith in me
I’ve bought shoes this month
• A blogger bitched about me before
• I hate sports
• I hate Italian food
• I hate meeting new people
• I hate nail polish
The mother bear gives me hugs.
People should start appreciating me
High school was the worst time of my life
• I have red hair
I’m a guy.
• I’m scared of my Biology result exam which I’m going to face someday tomorrow.
• I hate vacations
• We’ll last
I believe in long distance relationships
• I’m going to get high and smoke weed one day soon.
• I’ve robbed an old lady.
I’m starting to like applying make-up
I was a tomboy
At times I think I still am a tomboy.
• I love bitching about people behind their backs
I still have a best friend
I have a cat
• I hate surprise parties.
• I hate planning parties.
I’m hot
• I’m a sinner.
• I’ve got a DS light
I have a Wii
I can’t live without music
• Video games are a waste of time
• I miss the father bear.
I love being in love
• I know how to cook
Boys are assholes.
• I hate Math
I’m happy with what I have
I love horror films
• I slept in my parents’ room for 3 days after watching Scream when I was a kid
My old friends keep in touch with me
I don’t read newspapers
• The news is such a waste of time
• Blogging is a waste of time
• I hate animals
• I can't live without make-up
• I curse like a pirate.
• I’m happy with my 11 year old car
I hate people that are smart
I love Orange juice
• I can’t drink for nuts.
• I believe that everyone in their teens have lost their virginity
I’ve got a new phone
I’m going to get a new pair of shoes by the end of this month
• I love swimming
• I haven’t worked out since March
I think I’m fat
I love my friends and family


Sunday, 25 April 2010

Where is my inspiration???

I want to write.

About random things.

About an incident that touches people deep inside.

Few simple words can already give a huge impact to those who reads it.

The problem is..

I don't know where to search for them. (T_T)

Monday, 19 April 2010


Drama in the class again.

My heart was beating like a racing car when i witnessed it!

But at the same time, i feel really impressed with him for having the courage to stand up to her.

(^^) i just love the drama~

Saturday, 17 April 2010

Al-fatihah to my grandma, Zoyah bt Tik

terkilan. i don't know how to describe it in english, but if u are malaysians u'll understand what i mean.

feel so terkilan...

i skip the whole friday's class to rush to jb to see my dead grandma who had been suffering of a very strange illness for over 40 years, lying on the bed with her body like a zombi. skeleton-like with no more flesh. i felt a bit odd cuz i never thought she could die.

and there it happened, Allah's will.

finally He ended her misery and put her to total rest.

Feel so terkilan cuz i didnt manage to see her for the last time.

but at least i'm happy that she has finally rest in peace.

and she died on friday before friday prayers.

that is a helluva good sign. :)

Monday, 12 April 2010

Tagged: survey of my dream guy XD

1. How tall should he be?

> Taller than me, duh~ >.<>

2. What hair colour should he have?

> i don't mind about the hair colour. but if possible let he HAVE hairs.

3. What kind of personality should he have?

> i prefer the very soft, polite, obedient and gentle type like those people who work as a butler lol. very polite and respectful to others, and it'll be a huge BONUS if he has a very soft-spoken voice as well. but a crazy nut who likes to make me laugh and bery eager like a puppy can also be cute :P

4. Older or younger?

> age is just a number. but NOT TOO OLD! XP

5. What film actor should he most be like?

> I never cared about about any actors. so i'm not sure what to answer.

6. What singer should he most be like?

> Same as the above.

7. Do they need to cook?

> A FREAKING MUST. when i go to the kitchen to cook, he MUST be with me in the kitchen to cook as well. thats what u call romantic wahaha~ (or is it qc? XD)

8. What is his best body part?

> should be his body cuz i would wanna hug him often and i would want my arm to fit around his waist lol

9. What car should he drive?

> if possible cars like in the fast and furious movie. OMG i'll MELT!

10. What one thing completely turns you on?

> should be his soft spoken voice. mmmmm~ XD

11. Who was the guy on your mind when you were doing this survey?

> i dont have any guys in my list anymore currently so there's no one in my mind that i could think of.

Saturday, 10 April 2010

Dying... dying....!

so many presentations and assignments crammed in one week.

Test = 3

Lesson plan presentation = 3

assignments = 3

wah! i can die if this happens every week!!!

Monday, 5 April 2010

me wanna go home <:(

I miss my family so much (T.T)

I miss pizza hut! And McD! And KFC!

I miss my new home~

I miss OREO!!!!

I miss my bed!

I miss the new stuff i dont get a chance yet to see~

I miss everything! I wanna go home! (T_T)

Saturday, 3 April 2010

In the end it all seems worth it. :)

HAHA! Finally the tormenting process of THEATRE has reached its end!!

After so much dramas and tears and effort from everyone...

Even after being rejected 3 times and was forced to do things all over again...

Even after 3 months of hard work progress was rejected during last minute that everyone needs to re-do them a day before the theatre starts...

Even after we were 'used' and 'sabotaged' and laughed by others...

Even after all these hardships that almost brought us down we still stayed and we still stand firm.

We didn't give up and didn't give up hope.

We continue throwing our effort and fixing everything that needs fixing despite of the enormous stress pressing above us.

In the end....?

We became the BEST theatre presentation than the rest.

And the audience LOVED it. They applause for every scene. They looked forward to watch every single thing and even bother to read the novel about the theatre!

In the end the tears, the agony, the lack of sleep, the never-ending hopeful spirit and the effort we made just felt worth it after seeing the audience applause and gave total salute to our play.


p/s: im so proud of you guys (T,T)