Currently in Bilik Guru 1
Honestly, since i've started the life of a warden/teacher here, i am sort of experiencing endless sleepiness.
How can i not be sleepy when the school starts at 7am every single day? and that i need to wake up early EVERY DAY, as early as 5.45am to get ready to go to school? Not the 5 times in a week period, but EVERY SINGLE DAY.
Resulting sudden feeling of sleepiness most of the times and ending up sleeping in Bilik Guru.
I can't stand this routine. This ****-ing routine made it essential for me to sleep as early as 9pm everyday instead of the regular 12am-3am sleep time of mine.
It's FREAKING EXHAUSTING!
And you know what? The school starts at 7am, and ends at 3.30pm. Teachers are required to punch out only at 3.40 the EARLIEST.
Another thing is that, we don't get paid when doing this stupid 3 months practical. We can't get allowance, I can't get the allowance for being a warden and a teacher. News flash: i am forced to 'work' here and 'being a warden' here, doing all the work and EXTRA work for 4 whole months, for FREE.
Which the teachers (upper level) took advantage on our 'free service' to pass HEAVY SCHOOL ADMIN WORK STUFF that they cannot handle (as they do not have the time or are simply lazy) to us 'workers-without-pay/charge'.
We need to do extra jobs for the school just for the sake of taking good care of our UNIHELL's name. We need to do extra jobs for 4 months, for free (without allowance, although being a warden and a practical teacher here is supposed to have allowance). Why?
Because our university is a PRIVATE university, and that the only reason we are able to perform our practical here is because of the consideration and 'sympathy' from the school. Just because we are from a private university, our practical depends on 'belas ihsan sekolah2' who are willing to help and give a place for us to do our practical.
Sounds like a bunch of beggars who depends on charity and sympathy from people to survive.
Lacking of sleep + tired + EXTRA jobs + no allowance = @#$%^&*!!!!!!
Teaching is not my passion. The only reason i am willing to continue my studies is because i need the qualification to get jobs with high pays/salaries. I don't care whatever job it is as long as i get the pay to live my life. Money/salary comes first, Job satisfaction later.
And being here... Is like being a slave...
Working and being 'forced' to do extra admin work (kononnya minta tolong) without pay.
Hey, i don't mind relief classes in terms of giving extra work. But don't you ever give me ADMIN WORKS!
End this misery FAST!!!!