Sunday, 28 March 2010

Listing down the conditions requested by hell-keepers in order to be released from UNI-HELL.

Okay lets list down the current pending assignments ladies and gentlemen.

  1. Lesson plan for Aural-Oral
  2. Lesson plan for Teaching Reading
  3. Research for Psycholinguistic
  4. Group presentation for Educational Philosophy
  5. Textbook analysis for Reading & Writing
  6. Essay for Teaching Reading
And not to mention TESTS and EXAMS. All need to be done within A WEEK hopefully. Maximum period given is 1 MONTH. A lot huh?

Gosh i got a lot of reading and stuff to do and here i am WRITING about it instead of actually start DOING it.

LMAO, how freaking ironic muahahaha~

p/s: procrastination is the new 'way' of life. Everyone is soooo 'into' it nowadays :D

Friday, 26 March 2010

I wanna wake up late!!


Got so many things to do even during weekends.

Can't get up late. Everyday got morning classes huhu.

And maybe this time i won't be able to return home till 16th April.

1st weekend: kursus kahwin

2nd weekend: Theater at sabak bernam

3rd week: have to stay home if i wanna go back on the 16th.

Must go back on the 16th cuz someone promised to belanja everyone that day wahahaha!!!!

Monday, 22 March 2010

Cupid, stay the hell away from me! :P

(=.=) is it the Fall-In-Love month or something?

Most of my close friends are, or have finally be in love. Finally met someone to be together with.

Which reminds me that i am very, very much alone.

But i'm happy. Alone but happy. No more heartbreaks. No more tortured feelings of waiting his text or waiting for him to call and ask how i do. No more stalking his social network profile and stalk on every female friends he has. No more being suspicious of his faith in loving me. No more crying due to misunderstandings. No more tears due to missing him so much. No more doubts either he really loves me or just wanting to toy around with girls.

Most importantly, no more heartaches of being dump by the person i love so much.

Simply because i don't have any. (^^)

I admit i do get envious at times but nah~ i'm tired of crying because of guys. Been there, done that. I still can't forget how HURTFUL and PAINFUL it was to cry because of a guy due to so many reasons. But now i just think that guys are a bunch of jerks. If they don't come finding me to love me then i won't give a damn either.

Before this i would be the one in search for love. To me, love won't come to u unless you throw an effort to do so. But this time i'll change that belief. This time, i'll let love comes searching for me.

If love never showed up in my life then i guess it won't hurt to stay single. Ahaks. :P

Saturday, 20 March 2010


a day i thought will be happy

Turns out to be a day of disaster.

which makes me realize so much things, the hidden meaning between the line.

Which also almost killed me as its cost.

Tuesday, 16 March 2010

This is where i draw the FFFF line!

I'm not gonna let anyone or anything ruin my FFFF weekend anymore.

Be it, not even the FFFFF lecturer.

I'll skip class of i must.

My own happiness and satisfaction is my own. Not gonna trade it for any FFFFF responsibilities.

My own weekend and planning is my own!

And this time no one is going to ruin it!


p/s: i just cant stand it when my weekend plannings are burnt just like that due to unexpected occurances. Urgh! FFFF annoying!

Friday, 12 March 2010

I don't wanna go home.

I don't wanna go home.

But I miss 'em.

But I don't wanna go home. I don't like the place.

Cuz its so far away. So far away with everything.

With my friends. With the city. With everything.

Feels like i'm being cut out of social life when i stayed there.

I don't wanna go home. :(

p/s: i rather stay in UNI-HELL than going back there. no more motivation to go home. No more feeling excited of going home. Just plain empty.

Thursday, 11 March 2010

Depression is freakin' hard to do.

Will depression give me the 'lack-of-appetite' mood?

Why is it so hard for me to become depressed? (T_T)

Why do i always tend to be ignorant to problems?

Why is it so easy for me to become happy?


Wednesday, 10 March 2010

Disturb me on weekends and you'll die.

I want my weekend off!

I want my FFFFF weekend off!

I wanna lie down on the bed and sleep and wake up whenever hell i want!

I wanna write the novel that i have been procrastinating to finish!

I wanna read the novels i just bought which i have never even read a single word yet!

I wanna watch the movies stacking on my shelf!

I wanna organize everything of which i never have the time to do!


Sunday, 7 March 2010

My first overnight :P


First time in my life to do these kinda things:

1) overnight with two guys and a gal

2) riding bike long-distance with a guy

3) driving a motorcycle for a few kilometres on a highway

4) slept at R&R stop till next morning

5) enter the times square theme park

6) double date

Had the greatest experience i cherish in my life! XD

Thursday, 4 March 2010

I'm loving it!

This semester is UNBELIEVABLE.

I don't know how to label it... Either it's positive or negative.

Honestly the whole drama thing is pointing towards negativity.

But that's what makes it all interesting, hence setting my opinion to this semester as a positive! (^.^)

I love these kinds of complications going on~ *snickers*

Because these are the things that makes life far from dullness. :P

Monday, 1 March 2010

New place sucks (T_T)

Since i moved to this new place, i thought things will go better for me there.

But turns out its hard to adapt to a new environment.

I still feel like an alien visiting those nearby towns. I felt like i'm only just visiting this place. I refuse to admit that this will be my home and the place where i will hang out often starting from now.

Yeah i'm in total denial.

I don't feel like home in my new place. And since going back home now is such a FFFFF troublesome to me, i can't return home as often as i used to do. (T_T)

Before this, my motivation that keeps me 'alive' in UNIHELL is the 'looking forward to go home every weekend' day.

Since i moved to a new place which doesn't feels home, i think i would rather stay in UNIHELL rather than going back to that place. The problem isn't the place or going there. The problem is to get back to UNIHELL from there.

No more motivation for me to keep pacing forward in UNIHELL. I feel like i wanna give up everything. (T.T)