Since i moved to this new place, i thought things will go better for me there.
But turns out its hard to adapt to a new environment.
I still feel like an alien visiting those nearby towns. I felt like i'm only just visiting this place. I refuse to admit that this will be my home and the place where i will hang out often starting from now.
Yeah i'm in total denial.
I don't feel like home in my new place. And since going back home now is such a FFFFF troublesome to me, i can't return home as often as i used to do. (T_T)
Before this, my motivation that keeps me 'alive' in UNIHELL is the 'looking forward to go home every weekend' day.
Since i moved to a new place which doesn't feels home, i think i would rather stay in UNIHELL rather than going back to that place. The problem isn't the place or going there. The problem is to get back to UNIHELL from there.
No more motivation for me to keep pacing forward in UNIHELL. I feel like i wanna give up everything. (T.T)
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