I know that i might not be a good person.
I'm a terrible sister, friend, colleague, daughter, employee, slave, etc...
I want to make things right. One at a time.
I know i might not be able to recite the verses fluently like other people who can...
But i want to try. And i want to finish it this time no matter what happens.
Because the last time i recited them, it gave me peace. Just that i was too full of ego to finish the whole thing in front of everyone else because i was ashamed if they found out i am a very slow and weak reciter.
Therefore tomorrow, Dear Allah, please remind me...
Remind me to stay home tomorrow, to perform prayers, to seek forgiveness, and to recite the Yaasin.
I want to. I want to finish it. Please do give me a boost for that tomorrow dear Allah.