Pending assignments waiting to be done. They (my assignments) keep staring at my face and tapping their fingers, feeling so ticked off that i have not touched them yet. And The mid-sem break is going to end in another 2 days.
I don't know... I am not in a good condition to do anything at all, not even watching tv and have a chillax moment. I know i need to get back on my feet but i don't know when yet.
I thought of trying to write again, trying to distract my mind by writing novels and short stories again but i still can't. It seems like my interest in writing has long faded.
I don't know my own goals in life anymore. I dont want to become a teacher, i am not interested in studying anymore, i am not interested in finding a new bf whatsoever anymore too, i am not interested in socializing with new people anymore, and i am not even interested in writing anymore which used to be my passion to die for once.
I don't know what i want. I don't plan my future anymore and i don't know what will become of me. *sigh*~
I feel like running far, far, far away to a place where time seem to stop ticking, and give me the space and time to think and handle myself properly.
I feel like i am going mental and experiencing 'tekanan jiwa' already...
Time just moves too fast.
why suddenly you become a pessimistic person? just take whatever happen as your maturing process....dont give up...you are still young and in the process of learning the challenges of life...believe me...what has happened is just a minor thing that what you will faced in the future
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