Breaks Down

Have you ever experienced a situation where you're going through a rough time or day?

You were loaded with stress. Stress with a lot of problems. Your work, your family perhaps, your beloved better half, adding with complications with your work, worsened by your clients. Everything just went all wrong, but you did your best to stay as calm as possible, inhaling  a few lungful of air and taking a moment time out to get your head back straight, and back to dealing and putting everything back under control.

You did your best to control everything, to maintain your calmness when dealing with these problems, up until a point where finally things slowed down, and everything calms down with you. Everything was finally under control.

And all of a sudden, a few minutes after everything calmed down, everything just hits you like a ton of bricks to the face. Just out of a sudden, you broke down heavily in tears, without knowing why. Your brain, heart, mind and soul suddenlly got all exhausted and you burst to tears without reason. You cry, cry, and continue to cry as loud and hard as you could, letting everything out of your system. 

It happens in a snap, it ends just as fast as how it hits you.

Have you been through something like this?

Well i did.

Was my fault, giving out my heart in the open like that. I shouldnt have done that. I really shouldnt. 

That's a red-flag note for you nextime, nizt. He ain't worth your bloody time.