Let me be honest with you.
There's something wrong with me. No. There's DEFINITELY something wrong with me.
I noticed that recently i fail to speak fluently, even in malay.
I often fail to find words and slow at arranging them into a clear and understandable sentence in order to get a particular messaged conveyed.
Recently I also stuttered a lot when speaking. Be it, malay or english.
My mind is getting slower at picking up everything. From understanding a simple speech or text, to generating vocabularies.
The worst part of them all was of course, the speaking part. Everytime i tried to explain something to someone, or even simply chatting, i always had to pause for a few times to think, rearrange and generate proper sentence and way to say them before i speak them out.
Because everytime i tried blurting them out fluently, it always end up a freakin' stutter and 'rojak, terabur, bersepah-sepah' kind of sentences. Which made me looking like a total idiot.
I don't know why. My brains just.... Starting to degrade i think. It's starting to work much slower, comprehend matters much slower, and slower and slower and slower. Everything seems to be working out slower than before.
My mind's not that 'rusty' kind of slow, but slow as if the gears in my brain was all covered with a very thick liquid that made them turning slower than before. All sticky as if a box of glue had drop on them.
What is wrong with me?!
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