"Hye tengah buat apa?" Sebuah mesej daripada lelaki itu masuk ke dalam peti inbox telefon bimbitku. Tetapi aku buat tak endah.
Setengah jam kemudian, sebuah mesej lagi tiba daripada lelaki yang sama.
"Tido ke?"
Sekali lagi aku sengaja tidak membalasnya. Hati aku sakit. Terluka. Kecil hati. You name it.
Sejam kemudian, aku log in Yahoo Messenger. Beberapa minit selepas itu, 'dia' juga tertera online di skrin komputerku. Aku tahu dia perasan aku juga sedang online. Because his status changed from 'sorta' to 'want to see beauty/cute'.
Sekali lagi, sengaja aku buat tak endah. Aku senyap. Langsung tidak menegurnya.
Tidak sampai 10 minit, dia log off daripada YM secara tiba-tiba dan langsung tidak kembali online semula.
Dia? Kecil hati? I bet he doesn't give a shit about me.
If he does, he would say he loves me too. He would never ignore my messages. He would call me sayang, dear, honey, or 'comel'. He would call me. He would want to meet me again, and would let me tell everyone to declare our relationship.
But he never did all that.
Dia mahu kecil hati dengan aku? He doesn't give a fucking shit about me.
But i love him too much to hate him.
Fucking cupid.
Setengah jam kemudian, sebuah mesej lagi tiba daripada lelaki yang sama.
"Tido ke?"
Sekali lagi aku sengaja tidak membalasnya. Hati aku sakit. Terluka. Kecil hati. You name it.
Sejam kemudian, aku log in Yahoo Messenger. Beberapa minit selepas itu, 'dia' juga tertera online di skrin komputerku. Aku tahu dia perasan aku juga sedang online. Because his status changed from 'sorta' to 'want to see beauty/cute'.
Sekali lagi, sengaja aku buat tak endah. Aku senyap. Langsung tidak menegurnya.
Tidak sampai 10 minit, dia log off daripada YM secara tiba-tiba dan langsung tidak kembali online semula.
Dia? Kecil hati? I bet he doesn't give a shit about me.
If he does, he would say he loves me too. He would never ignore my messages. He would call me sayang, dear, honey, or 'comel'. He would call me. He would want to meet me again, and would let me tell everyone to declare our relationship.
But he never did all that.
Dia mahu kecil hati dengan aku? He doesn't give a fucking shit about me.
But i love him too much to hate him.
Fucking cupid.
dear.. i've some secret about guy like this..
ReplyDeletehe DID loves u, but just too scared to openly show..gave some heart shorty
By the time u sleepin' he may be off deep wretch thinkin' like 'where my girl been', 'why she duzn reply' blah blah
Oh thats can be painful a nice guy..
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